warthog9 | (no subject) (Reply)

I woke up much to early this morning crying before I was even awake, I remember the dream that caused it too. That was at 7 this morning, tried to back to sleep and couldn't than. Took me over an hour, got back to sleep and within another half hour I was bolted awake with something similar. And now here I am.

They say that when you sleep your sub-concious mind is working, and that in my case now it's trying to sort through everything. It's trying to make sense of what has happened. I don't know what this means but it does mean my sleep was cut short again.

Crashed hopelessly tired at 11 last night, bolted into conciousness at 7. Thats 8 hours of sleep, a small repayment in the debt of sleep I need to make up.

Status: Questions left unanswered, feelings torn in twain, and all in all the only thing I can think of is is she doing all right? Sleep deprived and knowing it, but finding no solace either awake or in sleep obviously. I don't know what I need either. Going to try and put together enough energy to play ultimate frisbee tonight, maybe that will help.

Started the first summer session yesterday with an amazing professor. The man is best described as an atheist-jewish rabi. He is quite a character, and is taken to making the most inane comments in class you can think of, it's pretty cool, and should at the very least prove amusing for the next 3 weeks.

Dang I'm tired I'm going to try and take a quick nap before my alarm goes off to run to class.