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<whining rant>DARN IT! I'm so tired I can't sleep</whining rant> no really you don't understand I've gotten to the point where I'm so tired I can't sleep. My mind is racing, and I'm just.... blah. On the up side tomorrow is the last day of classes for this semester, next week is finals. This doesn't help though, I'm dealing with a back log of stress, sleep deprivation, and basically an entire mental, physical and emotional system that has been working way over capacity for too long. Yeah me and everyone else, I'm not alone thats the only good thing.

I dunno, I'm not dealing well with this bought of prolonged insanity for some reason, and this coming from the guy who held down 5 jobs at once, is sadistic enough to go looking for stuff to do all the time, alwas takes on too much and everything else. I dunno I just need a break and I haven't had one since winter break, just worn to the nub right now. Didn't even get Spring Break off, worked my tail off there so I could have enough dinero to get me this far. Not much has gone right this semester either, from getting stuck in groups that bailed on me, to teachers who have an obvious want to not be there teaching and the whole nine yards, honestly what it boils down to: I'm feeling sorry for myself because I've just gone through an entire semester of working my ass off (along with everyone else I know), and yeah....

For the record I'm curious if there is anyone out there that actually keeps up with this, I'm guessing there isn't. Or at least not right now as everyone and their dog has been as busy as me. If you do still read this let me know because I'm starting to feel like the guys at Humorix

Yeah I dunno, honestly I'm here trying to tire myself out enough to sleep, though I've been DEAD tired all day I don't understand how this works. To qoute my away message right now:

I'm so tired I can't think straight.

I'm so stressed I'm an emotional wreck.

I'm sick of doing this much work.

I'm sick of being busy.

All I want to do is have a few hours of peace, a few hours of calm and no stress, a bit of sleep and a hug....



is that so much to ask? I sleep now